I do not know one single person that has tested positive for COVID.
NOT ONE! That includes all my family and friends across two countries. I don’t even know someone that knows someone that has tested positive for COVID. I feel so far removed. But the morning news on replay keeps COVID front of mind. The bare shelves at the grocery store keeps COVID front of mind. The fact that nobody is allowed in my house at the moment keeps COVID front of mind.
I am hiding inside my house as if everyone around me has it. If I breathe the same air, I will die. That’s what my reality feels like right now, again.
I joke, but I do know how serious this is. I’ve listened to the devastation its causing my home country via my favourite podcasts. Entire families killed off by this coronavirus. My heart breaks and I know I am living among the lucky ones—the frustrated ones.
Officially we are in a second lockdown, well for Melbourne anyway. Australia had 191 cases overnight a few days ago—America the overnight numbers soaring over 35,000. But 191 was too many for Australia, especially since most of those numbers came from Victoria, the state I live in and since that day numbers have risen.
Don’t get me wrong.
I support this lockdown.
I want an excuse to close the world out.
Stop letting people in.
I’m an early riser.
My eyes open at 5 am, and usually, I am ready to start the day. But not today. Today I rose and went back to bed. Surprised my body let the sleep come again. I peeled myself out of bed close to 10.00 am, not like me. I had Vanilla Coke and lasagne for breakfast (don’t judge me), again, not like me. No morning walk, definitely not like me. It’s an off day. I’ve accepted it and so should you.
Nothing is normal anymore. Everyone feels it–an uncomfortableness that has spread right across the oceans.
Last week I was on a walk with a friend (when we were allowed to walk together), she took a phone call that she knew was coming. Her boss had to let her go again. Yes second time since COVID she was fired from the same establishment. She took it in her stride. She is beautiful and optimistic.
Now I am eating all the chocolate in my house. Everyone is panic buying pasta and toilet paper again. I need more chocolate.
The next six weeks we can only leave the house for the four following things…
- To buy food.
- Work. If you are an essential worker.
- Taking care of the elderly.
They are pulling people over again but, this time the tickets are $1600.00 on the spot fines, not the $1,000.00 like before.
Schools are not officially closed yet, instead, they have extended the school holidays by one week. Teachers are due back next week to get organised, back to remote learning. Everyone knows it: some happy, some sad. I don’t know what I feel anymore.
My son’s sports have been so off and on that, I don’t even know what day it is.
During the first outbreak, I became a statistic of COVID, back in April. I’m a number among many other people that make up numbers. I’m not ready to share just what that is yet. But it’s been my reason for keeping the covers over my head, eating too much chocolate and lasagne for having breakfast.
Be patient with me. I need to be patient with me.
So it seems COVID is here to stay. COVID is our new normal. So chin up, take a deep breath in and let’s move forward. WE GOT THIS! Or at least that’s what I tell myself and what my friends have been telling me.
One thing for sure, I have enjoyed this much slower pace of life.
8 thoughts on “COVID – Lockdown 2.0”
Crappy times indeed. Hope you are okay my friend x
Sums up what a lot of us are feeling, we’re is the end game! I know a couple of people who have had COVID and for the most part is has been a flu for a few days. But can’t say from personal experience. Keep your chin up we love reading your stories your a super duper great story teller. 😘
I love reading your stories…need more now we are in lockdown! So amazing writer💕
Love reading your blogs! Hope you are ok lovely. Miss seeing your smiling face at school or basketball. Much love xx
Great read as always Kaylynn. I have missed your blogs x
Lovely to read another of your blogs Kaylynn – I have missed them too. Take care and keep in touch xx
You know me, and I know people who know people who tested positive. Does that count? Friend’s daughter and brother. My co-worker’s cousin. Another co-worker’s daughter. One of our valedictorians. My former student’s roommate. My next door neighbors probably had it, but they weren’t tested. (My ZIP code is at 1000+ cases.) Sadly, my father-in-law probably died from it. Elderly man with a slight cold. Type 2 diabetic. Died from a blood clot, they think. Back in March they didn’t realize that was a symptom.
Despite this, our school board voted to send kids back to school in August.
I’ve had neighbors test positive as well as some friends. We are trying to live life but still be careful. Hand washing, masks, and sanitizer.
In the beginning, I felt so closed off from the world and it made me sad and anxious. Things are just so weird and change so quickly.
Hang in there sweet friend! Love you🥰